01/09/2007: "Insecure? Yes."

music: none
mood: gloomy

Seriously, what's wrong with me? Why do I come across as creepy? Or do I come across as weird? Or too awkward? Or like I'm trying too hard? Do I smell? Do I have some kind of facial tic that I'm not aware of? Whenever I talk to anyone in a social situation (which is rare) I always get a look back like I'm crazy, regardless of what I just said. Then everyone gets really uncomfortably silent.

Every. Time.

Just once I want to be a part of the clique. I want to belong. I want to feel normal.